22.10.09

be the water that touches her feet..then the sun shines while the wind is blowing everything..come over her feet slowly, make that loud noise..only to flow away..
(what a myth..it felt as if she was moving away)..taking her sand beneath ..taking the world away with you..leaving the depression beneath...but she walks towards water..that comes running towards her like a child..only to go away again.Now she is quite inside..where water is every where..
It goes and comes again but it doesnt matter..
you cant always blame others for everything and blaming yourself doesnt convince .you get caught up in a situation like this and you dont noe what to do..but it doesnt matter..thats gravity of life.
dont fight,dont shout,dont do it,dont mess,please understand..it makes her bad..and she doesnt want to be bad...
she takes the boat and starts to sail..comes in between the sea where there is water everywhere..but suddenly there is storm and the boat starts sinking .. she starts throwing everything out one by one ..but..it doesnt help...
you do all it takes to save it from drowing but it takes everything away..
in the eyes of the storm..youll see a lonely dove..the experience of survival is the key..to the Gravity of Love

18.10.09

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i cant explain how much i hate phatakas...

its nothing but that idiotic thrill ..of buying costly phatakas and listening to the dhom dhom!...causes discomfort ..and after a point of time it is annoying dude...it becomes very annoying when the whole world does it....!!

arghh ## that dhom dhom dhom dhom....feel like putting that bomb in ur A&##

6.10.09

stuff in the mind

it is about 'wrong' and 'right'...about 'sadness' and 'happiness'...about 'revealing' and 'hiding'....there are opposites for everything and words which dont have them dont mean anything....we make machines and use them for our needs ,sometimes i feel even we all are like machines but thats wrong because we arent. the reason being we have feelings...

i like the world around me and i dont noe whom to thank but sometimes i sit and wonder and i express my gratitude to whomsoever it is concerned..

when i read the above line again..i felt as if i dont mean it at all! can we all reach a point of time in our lives when nothing pleases us? just like how doing things bore us... can living a life be equally boring? its a heavy burden to 'live' the life sometimes..

principles..

so we all have principles...but who makes them? me..i ..ourselves..and when exactly did we make them? we dont noe.....we dont even noe all of them..

its funny and strange how ignorant and helpless are we..and even ranting will do no good..but believe it or not..its an exercise that will make me sink this fact in my computer for atleast a few days....

sucker sucker sucker for everything and nothing..i want everything...i desire everything and i keep doing it for myself...and then i dont do it...

then the new ideas come into being,the new theories come in the scene and myself has a shaky ground...myself wonders..and wonders again whether was it right?

there are few number of people whu want to be dickheads and i can effortlessly be one! hahah ofcourse i prefer to be one only sometimes thou..

gogu

gogu
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