26.6.08

Some lines of Brida..

'In his or her life, each person can take one of two attitudes: to build or to plant. Builders may take years over their tasks, but one day they will finish what they are doing. Then they will stop, hemmed in by their own walls. Life becomes meaningless once the building is finished. Those who plant suffer the storms and the seasons and rarely rest. Unlike a building, a garden never stops growing. And by its constant demands on the gardner's attentions, it makes of the gardener's life a great adventure.'

she spent her life in pursuit of what she believed in.the only problem was that she believed in something different everyday.

brida- but how will i know who my soulmate is?
wicca-by the light in their eyes.

'sometimes we set off down a path simply because we don't believe in it.it's easy enough.all we have to do then is prove that it isn't the right path for us.however,when things start to happen,and the path does reveal itself to us,we become afraid of carrying on'.

'god manifests himself in everything,but the word is one of his most favoured methods of doing so,because the word is thought transformed into vibration; you are projecting into the air around you something which, before,was only energy.take great care with everything you say'
'the word has more power than many rituals'
'emotions are like wildhorses'.

10.6.08

pondering about the emptiness

ok...the most fu8888 day of my life was on sunday!! i can never frget this day ever in my life...no need to put in more words coz this much is enough to get me nostalgic..hahah
well ...i went to college today..i suppose maybe i dislike the people around me...or its just that i like to be alone...well wat!! i mean am i becoming a loner or sumthing...apart from that big result burden on me...this day was kinda empty...met those familiar faces...ate the yummy bhurji pav after sooo many months..felt good..atleast did nt feel jobless...but coudnt hide the insecurity frm myself! went fr a cup of coffe at barista..to admit v honestly.. was lost ..feelin all empty ....and i terribly missed aarts yaa..wish she was there today....:-( m praying that nidhi changes for better...lol
came home..felt better...atleast no shiity submissions as of now!!
too bored to sleep n go to coll tom...but....i have to...dun feel like missing the subjects introduction and moreover..i might feel lost and restless at home...
this rain is doing wonders to me...wish i cud jus enjoy them a bit more.. i guess i will be able to by next months time..
m enjoyin salsa a lot...hoping that i learn more and come out in the open..

gogu

gogu
there are some days without a smile