pondering about the emptiness

ok...the most fu8888 day of my life was on sunday!! i can never frget this day ever in my life...no need to put in more words coz this much is enough to get me nostalgic..hahah
well ...i went to college today..i suppose maybe i dislike the people around me...or its just that i like to be alone...well wat!! i mean am i becoming a loner or sumthing...apart from that big result burden on me...this day was kinda empty...met those familiar faces...ate the yummy bhurji pav after sooo many months..felt good..atleast did nt feel jobless...but coudnt hide the insecurity frm myself! went fr a cup of coffe at barista..to admit v honestly.. was lost ..feelin all empty ....and i terribly missed aarts yaa..wish she was there today....:-( m praying that nidhi changes for better...lol
came home..felt better...atleast no shiity submissions as of now!!
too bored to sleep n go to coll tom...but....i have to...dun feel like missing the subjects introduction and moreover..i might feel lost and restless at home...
this rain is doing wonders to me...wish i cud jus enjoy them a bit more.. i guess i will be able to by next months time..
m enjoyin salsa a lot...hoping that i learn more and come out in the open..

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