22.11.12

Hello there...
These days I am supposed to be very tired but..kudos to my system I just don't get tired!!
so here I am ...trying to write something yet again!
ummm well lets see whats on my mind...
BUY AN I PHONE!!
need few liters of alcohol to cleanse my system
need a new haircut
and seriously cut down on carbs...
thinking of making a new furniture set for my pc and bookshelf.
and few other things which I wont write down here...:)

btw, jo hai woh nahi hai...aur jo nahi hai woh hai....;)

till then bye bye


12.11.12

why does it happen that when u achieve the dream which just seemed very unattainable suddenly seems less attractive? I am very excited but why do I feel very strange from the inside? like there is some sort of a silence which I am unable to understand!
It is true...no matter how I try to act like I am independent and bla bla the truth is that I am not...in fact it is very inhuman to be so...when things go our way...psychologically a cushion is formed inside our mind which saves us from all the other random bumpers but the chase never stops.I need a support...I always do need one...and then everything becomes more attractive...

Have been planning to scribble something for soo soo soo long...voices in the head needed to be pinned down somewhere...god knows for what...it took me a brand new PC and a song and many holidays in a row to do this probably! I don't know whats with this activity that I really enjoy yet I am highly inconsistent at it..
every day thoughts which could turn into important notes must be written down.
write to express not to impress.
I could Imagine how nostalgic it would be to revisit these notes somewhere down the line.
ummm....soo much has changed! but of course it slowly sinks into you as you grow older that only change is constant.
sudden attachments and sudden detachment.
Responsibility really does suck...now that it has stuck onto me it doesn't really disappear. It cant be avoided.
Everyday someone reminds you or you have to face the consequences.
well, The thing is I don't have an issue with that as long as things remain balanced.
but things change and then every time the fear infiltrates. the fear of pain. fear of losing. fear of failure and fear of making a decision!
And this trend seems to happen all of a sudden....you can always choose...but you again wonder did I have a  choice? or maybe too many varied choices seem confusing all of a sudden...
off late I realized something that would be very important for my well being.
what kind of a person am I turning into?
Life is messy and that's how we are made.
decisions need to be made and need to be followed.
there is no place for weakness.

More later...
Till then bye bye.

2.12.11

I sometimes wonder what beauty is....How judgmental our mind is....
it makes me pukey when I try and not be judgmental....how can we draw conclusions without being judgmental at some point?
is beauty flawless?do I need it? well, yes its subjective but...will it become less attractive?
I create...u create...we create....but the real beauty doesn't lie there...if only our mind agrees!!

18.7.11

Paul Van Dyk-Crush
I am a crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy....crazzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyy girl.........because I am craazzyyyyyyyyy!!!! :)

11.7.11

But it makes me wait...

If I start counting my dreams it occurs to me that they have many layers .They look like a ballroom gown.Beautiful knots and an exquisite fabric that is soft to touch.
just like my dreams....flowy, natural and stupende....
it has many layers which otherwise hold importance individually.
If I try to dig inside them, I know that most of them are not desires but needs of every soul binded by a thread called love.
tailor made.
so everytime I begin to dream, its actually the same thing all over again but with different knots and change of hues.
I adore my gowns.
But it takes courage to carry them off....I wonder what if I trip and fall? I have to climb those stairs ...
my gowns should fit me right :)
The sketch is ready
it will take a while to make them now...
let nothing change, let nothing make it less grand and stunning...
Because I will adorn them someday
someday...
And it makes me wait...

19.3.11

wow its been soo long since I actually thought of blogging my thoughts ...
but its difficult to not confront some of my budding rather irrational demands which seem more like goals ...
its funny how the smallest of thought can actually grow on you after a while...
never say never babyyy

11.2.11

I want a shield to guard me from silly opinions which are not factual.
The gut to stick along and believe in my story
and amazing comebacks that justify my purpose every now and then when I am caught offguard.
Thats it!

5.12.10

Synopsis

Seeking the lost layers...
A necessity for social development
If  architecture can influence mind, then definitely it can affect health because, health and mind have indissoluble connection .At present, our wants have become needs and the list of our wants are endless to fulfil . An age of never-ending demands and constant pressure from every sphere of our day to day life, urban population faces challenges and impediments that does not allow the mind to settle anddisconnect’. There is such a rush to get to the next moment; we don’t appreciate the current moment, facing anxieties due to burden of responsibilities and various other factors. A typical day is reduced to living in the cubicle! Which begins at home, leading to workspace and so on...dealing with the unwanted and the unavoidable?
A hectic life is the norm for many people today. There never seems to be enough time to do everything that needs doing, nor is there any time to simply relax and simply do nothing. But a hectic lifestyle is a stressful lifestyle and many people simply don't know how to cope with the many stresses placed on them. Unfortunately, the inability to cope leads to many mental and physical problems. Chronic depression, fatigue and lack of sleep take a toll on life and shorten it with disease. Balancing this is important if you hope to live long and healthy.
Is life too hectic?  People always complain...
What can we do and how to disconnect?
Everyone has choices, the more chaotic the day gets, the more important it is to unwind and take a quick breather. That doesn’t mean extending our break time. Just leaning back and taking a minute to close the eyes and relax the tense muscles can help re-energize the body. 
Mind is a wonderful tool that serves us greatly but it is not what we are. Mind serves us, we don’t serve it.
 Due to over exertion, our well being gets majorly affected and people don’t know where to find temporary escapism. A place to reach out to rejuvenate and de-stress, a place to detach and find an atmosphere to contemplate self.
              Existing places like meditation centres help in providing solace yet end up catering only those having spirituality as the undertone. People especially the urban lot misinterprets spiritualism being a part of religion or for various other reasons end up neglecting the concepts of contemplation and silence which is in fact the most powerful tool for reformation and self-discovery.
It is observed that therapy centres and health resorts are mostly adopted by people as mandatory means to treat mental stress, diseases etc prescribed by doctors which is an extreme case. Also the ones serving its purpose lack proper infrastructure, ideal ambience and amenities that make them inconvenient and less approachable.
So what about those who have not reached the extreme yet suffering?
Do you have to resort to these spaces only in such extreme scenarios?
What about the ones unaware?
In today’s time, health is indeed wealth and to attain healthy mind and body the masses need to be conscious of the importance to detach and learn to live positively which on a macro scale brings a tremendous change in the way society functions.
The Aim
The aim of the centre will be to assist people to understand themselves, engage and participate in activities thus creating more balance and love within their lives.
To develop skills and learn to restore balance and gain control thus helping them de-stress.
 To promote well being and importance of healthy mind and body.
To teach the importance of good health within relaxed and peaceful environment via engaging in activities.


The Proposal
To provide a disciplined environment which shall be approached by people of all age groups to unwind, a destination to indulge in activities that help to loosen and relax mind and body.
A sustainable environment practising the art of meditation, various therapies, yoga and other techniques. Accommodation facility,  library, sport activities, artificial lagoons, multipurpose gathering spaces, performance area, provisions to promote various workshops and seminars, open air theatre and provision for further expansion.

                     
                                                                                           Garima Gatne
                                                                                                     Final Year B’Arch
 p.s- researched online, referred few articles and finally started writing :)

24.11.10

I have been trying soo hard to find  motivation to write a story of some sorts, but cant come up with anything! :(
gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

gogu

gogu
there are some days without a smile