After a long time

after settling with the changes and grapling with them, A not so positive incident occured! ....I lost my wallet...!! as usual I cant figure it out where....im guessing this is one of the side effects of travelling cheap!
so, quite amazed with the recent changes... Have been spending a lot of time with myself, living a routine, learning new stuff, gaining confidence through work, dreaming about a lot of stuff related to books, movies, but mostly about 'me' 'I'..
reading atlas shrugged and amazed with the kind of effect a novel would induce in me...
A good thing, a rare thing always gives u strength and happiness and fills you with soo much of positivity

josette hat portrait

Done by this artist called Danny Roberts...I absolutely adore this portrait.

Blind Sculpturer

Oh how astounding am I,
Beautifully sculptured by an artist with a flair for perfection, with the desire for elegance and sophistication, with an air of mystery and delight, with strong likes and dislikes...
she was in the movies, she was in the music, she was in the painting, walking the streets she never visited, climbing mountains she never climbed, running in the fields she never ran, dancing in the night beneath the moon and starring stars that never stood above her, swinging on a swing that never swung.
You could fall in love with her...but the question was, will she ever think of loving you?
When he closed his eyes he dreamt of a woman he thought existed, who he plans to meet someday a woman who should just be. A purpose for his dreams, a response to his subconscious, a prediction from his soul...
Hate just doesn’t come; things and people make you hate them...
Love just doesn’t come; things and people make you love them...
(All the while you thought you were making it, in reality you were just trying...and trying doesn’t exist)
Never wanting her to grow old, he sculpted her...
Tick tock tick tock....time is moving, can’t you see? He is breathing? Can’t you see...? she appeared doing the usual in the songs he heard also in every movie he heard.
But in the colourlessness of his world the peace broke...and she spoke to him
W-‘I am there, beneath every woman who irritates you...beneath every woman who annoys you...behind every woman who pretends you don’t exist...
Who is always busy for you...who don’t understand you.
Who is always ignoring you...I exist, beneath every girl who gets into a brawl with you, beneath every ugly and beautiful...
The fortunate and the less fortunate one...the fat and thin looking...beneath shy and bold...
Under cultured and ill cultured.
I do exist, yes I do. I am there, beneath every one of them... But only one...Just one is made for you...
The synonym for made is complete...
So, here comes me..me that you created...me that you want to see..Me that you want to be with...

Updates...

I started learning photoshop...yay!!
I am trying my luck with 3d max...
I started the p.p search...
and im doing the kriya everyday...gives me peace
completed a painting...waiting to frame it soon...
have to buy the book for sketching soon...:)

Its Sudarshan Kriya....... :)

The List

To do list..
(get rid of the paunch
search the firm for pp)coming 2 weeks...
start pp by june ending
learn 3d max and photoshop intensely
(learn italian
attend mba seminar)july
write essays
do the paintings and the sketching

Understanding the basics of politics

Different Forms Of Government
Monarchy-
A Monarch is the person who heads a monarchy, a form of government in which a country or entity is usually ruled or controlled by an individual who normally rules for life or until abdication. Monarchs may be autocrats (absolute monarchy) or may be ceremonial heads of state who exercise little or no power or only reserve power, with actual authority vested in a parliament or other body (constitutional monarchy).
examples of Absolute monarchy-
Brunei, Oman, Qatar, Saudi Arabia, Swaziland, Vatican city

Constitutional Monarchy-
uae, uk, thailand, sweden, spain, solomon island, papua new guinea, norway, new zealand, netherland, morocco, monaco, malaysia, kuwait, jordan, japan, jamaica, denmark, canada, bhutan, belgium, bahrain, bahamas, australia etc.

Republic
A republic government is a type of government where the citizens choose the leaders of their country and the people (or at least a part of its people) have an impact on its government.

 parliamentary republic-
A parliamentary republic or parliamentary constitutional republic is a type of republic which operates under a parliamentary system of government - meaning a system with no clear-cut separation between the executive and legislative branches, but with a clear differentiation between the head of government and the head of state and with the head of government holding real power.

Federal republic-
a federal union of states or provinces with a republican form of government. Examples include Argentina, Austria, Brazil, Germany, India, Russia, the United States, and Switzerland.

contd later...

Thank u

Thank u god,
for giving me few friends  who are soo true..
sometimes we take them for granted and in moments of solitude its just one call from them and ur mood is fixed..
some problems can only be solved by the 'friend medication'
god i luv them soo much.......thnk u thnk u thnk u

so fast so short

music- come home, one republic

I am not your movie, I aint in your movie, your slow and dark movie where you play the hero, The movie that you want everyone to watch and the tape is still rolling.you cant make a movie and not let others noe....I am not an actor like u...I am not acting.
But then you make me act and after a while dream and reality becomes the same for me.
because now I realise I am in the movie and now you make me watch this movie.
But when the movie ends one fine day..I shall walk out of the role and without me there wont be another sequel ...there might be another movie but I wont be there..who cares how it ends? who cares how you end? happy or sad , alive or dead.
Its not worthy.
Because I wont be there.

Extremely Random

Things around me...
People randomly getting married..
People getting busier..
People falling sick..
I falling sick..
Dicey plans..
Indecisiveness..
PMS..
Problems of cant saying No..
Winning is sweet..
Dreaming about anything and everything..
Soo much work but cant Do it!!
gosh....

I need to plan out..